ep. 13

[Erin]

I'm safe!!! I'm safe!!! I'm safe!!! Yall were really killing me having to wait on results! I'm so glad I survived this vote. Too bad it wasn't Jeffrey going home. However, I am sooo glad it was Juice and not me! To my knowledge Jeffrey doesn't know we know he had the idol. However, I am sure he assumes that we know, since Jeffrey told Jordan about the idol. Stephen and Jordan were really good at leading that last vote. However, I can't believe that Jeffrey, Juice, and Hooker actually believe that Stephen was going to vote for me. That really shocks me! I wouldn't have believed Stephen! I never trust that best friends will vote each other out. I say that all the time. However, I would never vote Stephen out!

The funniest thing about the vote was today after the vote was revealed. Hooker sent me a message on my phone. He said he was sorry for voting for me. However, he felt that was his only chance of survival. He said that Stephen was really pushing for me to go. That he wanted to vote for Tom, but Stephen wouldn't have it. I know what Hooker is trying to do. He is trying to put the blame on Stephen in hopes that I am mad at Stephen. I can play along. However, I know that's not true and he should know that I don't believe him!

[Erin]

Some how my ep is off... I'm not sure how I did that, but I did.

This really sucks about Tucker making me receive a self vote. I really wish I would have just gotten one more right on that darn immunity challenge. Well 2 and then I would have for sure won it.

I honestly thought if Stephen won there would be a chance that he would give me immunity. However, he's not. He doesn't want to vote Jordan off because he really likes Jordan. I personally really like Jordan too. However, no matter how much I stress to them and try to convince them that Tucker is not with us, they still want to put hope into him. I really sometimes feel that Tom and Stephen are super naive. Tucker is the person that put us into the situation that we are in. Why would he save our asses?!?! I love Stephen to death and he is one of my best friends. But I think he is playing shitty right now. I would honestly give him immunity. I know he wouldn't accept it would try to give it back to me, but I would give it to him. I would have NEVER asked him for it, if I didn't think it would save our asses!

This is my plan... I know Morgan would 100% be down for it. I think I had Tom 95% of the way convinced. Stephen is the issue and he won't do it. Stephen thinks that if he gives me immunity then he is next... Sometimes that boy worries way too much! Anyway, on to my plan. I want Stephen to give me immunity. Then Hooker, Jeffrey, and Tucker can't vote me. That would mean that they would have to vote Jordan or either Tom, Stephen, or Morgan. Hopefully, they would vote Jordan. However, if they voted one of the other 3, then we would still be fine. That would leave Morgan, Tom, and Stephen to vote Jordan. Plus, Jordan's 1 self vote. Jordan goes.

However, NOOOOO they don't want to do that. Stephen and Tom want to put their trust into Tucker. Because, they don't know for sure that he is against us. He wouldn't have turned Jordan and me in if he was WITH us! They want to put their trust in Tucker and hopefully vote off Hooker or Jeffrey. I personally think that is really dumb. Why do you want to do that?!?! All Tucker has to go do is go run to Jeffrey and say that we are voting him or Tucker. They vote me and I am toast. I have more self votes so I am gone! UGH!

I hate when people take the assumed path. Remember assuming makes an ass out of you and me. Why not take a for sure route... It's makes no sense to me! If I got them Stephen, Tom, and Morgan are next. Which is sad, because I really wanted 1 of the 4 of us to win this game.

I think I am going to quit typing now, because the more and more I think about it the pisser I get.

Oooooooo! My only saving grace, hopefully, is that Tucker promised me he wouldn't vote me out. I really hope he means it and he is serious...but I have honestly no trust in him at the moment.

[Erin]

So as of right now I am the one going in this game. I fell I have done everything in my power to convince people to let me stay. It really sucks that this stupid self vote is my down fall. Something I didn't go, something that should have changed, and someone who shouldn't have any power in the say so is my reason for being out. As of now the votes look like it will be

Hooker voting me
Jeffrey voting me
Tucker voting me
Stephen voting Jeffrey
Morgan voting Jeffrey
Tom voting Jeffrey
Jordan voting Jordan
Erin voting Erin