Ep #12 (Jeffery is a ninja!)

[TheHooker!]

I am still here!! Woo Hoo!

Now it really is just a matter of what Tucker and Jordan do!! Jeffery seems to really want to go after Erin next (For lying to us about this vote). So we'll see how that is received. Tucker and Jordan are both to smart to simply allow the villains to take the #'s back. (Although it isn't actually like that, I actually feel just as close to those 2 as I do to Juice and Jeff anyway)

I HAVE to assume that at some point those 2 will look at me, Juice and Jeffery and want 1 of us gone, but hopefully not yet. By final 7 though (Since that will be the last time that us last 3 villains can be outnumbered) they will make some kind of move. I just hope it isn't against me. I can still my way into the final 4 here...

Somehow I think I want Morgan to stick around though. If she, and myself too of course, are both still around in a few rounds, maybe I will try and make some kind of move designed to get the 2 of us into the final 2?? She could very well be the only person here I can beat in the finals! (Then again maybe I can't beat ANYONE, or even crazier, maybe I CAN win against most players?? lots of game left, so I will probably need to strengthen up my game from here on out)

[TheHooker!]

Oh F*CK CR@P SH!T!!

Tucker to exile?? Why Juice? If this is an 8 person tribal (I mean it could be that these teams are like mini-tribes and only the losing 4 go to tribal??) the best we can hope for is a 4-4.

Tucker knows that I am fucked in that situation, but obviously he doesn't care. How did he convince Juice that it was a good idea??? Neither of them are stupid, so I have to assume they know exactly how much shit they are putting me in and are simply uncaring of it.

Morgan to exile "should" have given a numbers advantage to us in any situation (mini-tribal or full 8 tribal) Tucker wanted out so he could pretend he had nothing to do with it when I get fucked over. (or whoever gets fucked over - he's trying to preserve his "both sides" thing he has going on!!) If I go this time, I am definitely pissed at him. He promised me final 3 when I only asked for 4... 9th isn't close enough - lol

Anyway - this is probably another "Paranoid moment" that I am full of, and I'll stop being so worried soon, but no matter what I feel I better go hard for immunity. I want on Juice's team to start for sure, so I at least know I have someone who won't just throw the comp to make sure I can't win immunity. Then I hope Jeff or Jordan also is on my "team"... then we'll just have to see what twist you have in store for us in this comp!!! I need to survive this one more time and I should finally be into an ok spot, but I am sure I am still in trouble right now.

[TheHooker!]

WOW - Jeffery is a ninja! He's like a "non-asshole Russell" or something. Dude just found the idol with no clue! LMAO... That should be enough to bring people back in line, or (if he wants to keep it secret - I'm not sure who else he told yet) it can provide another game changer move...

Just wow... 100% dead serious, if I end up getting booted (Which I'm sure I will eventually) I am HARD CORE Jeffery FTW. He will get my vote hands down if he makes the finals. That'll probably be his downfall though, near the end no one will want to go up against him...

[TheHooker!]

So no mini-tribal. That means I AM going to tribal with a full 8 people (and no Tucker)...

I HAVE to have immunity!!!!!!! A pure luck challenge too - with the possibility of a bunch of them working together to try and stop me from winning too. This might be really rough. if I do not have immunity, the best I can hope for is a tie (I mean I'll try to work on Morgan again, but everyone knows that won't actually happen), and I don't actually know they are willing to do it for me again.() Juice could try to distance himself from me?? (ANY of them might do that? and it only takes one)...

... and even if they do tie it, I don't know how ties work?? (I assume a tie-breaker comp, but if it's past votes I just go right there)

meh - 1 in 4 (Almost) random chance... fingers crossed!

[TheHooker!]

Geez. I am in MASSIVE trouble again.

Tom's tribal answer on how he is basing his vote couldn't get any clearer...

Morgan straight up told me she is probably voting for me...

Erin obviously will since it's me or her...

Stephen: Going to make a HUGE difference what he is doing. If he miraculously sides with me (We have been trying to set up the "Final 6" alliance that he said he wants to be in, but obviously he might feel like he's at the bottom of that so he'll never do it unless he's comfortable. Unfortunatly his being away makes that hard!!!) I'm gold, but if he refuses to vote for Erin (which I think likely) that is 4 against me right there...

Jordan/Juice/Jeff - I might have a best case scenario of a tie... I just hope none of these 3 spook and vote against me in order to avoid that tie. They might decide it is time to abandon the sinking ship that is TheHooker....

I hope not. 1 more round is all I need, and things will be totally changed. I can win the tie-breaker, so if those 3 will just stick by me, everything can still work out!

[TheHooker!]

Things are looking pretty good. Stephen is saying he is IN! That will prevent a tie-breaker!!!

Of course there is still a huge possibility I am getting blindsided, BUT things are looking alot better than last round even, and much better than I thought things were this morning...

It may be a 5-3 vote here and if it is then we have our final 6 set, and I can finally start working on how to WIN rather than how to last 1 more round!!!

[TheHooker!]

Damn these late results making me jumpy... but suddenly I have a BAD feeling that Stephen and Jordan both may have voted me out!

Hope I'm just being paranoid again!!

(or even Juice or Jeff in case I played another idol?? Morgan was trying to tell me I SHOULD play one if I could, maybe that was an attempt to go after 1 of the others?? either of those things would suck pretty bad too)

ARGH - deep breaths!!!

[TheHooker!]

I KNEW it - FUCK!!!!

Bye Juice, you will be missed