ep. 12

[Erin]

DAMN! DAMN! DAMN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm so pissed that Hooker had the idol. UGH! Well it still seems like it is Stephen, Jordan, Tom, Morgan, and me against Tucker, Jeffrey, and Hooker. I'm not really sure where Juice stands. I am assuming Juice gave the Hidden Immunity Idol to Hooker so I am assuming that he is with Hooker. UGH! O well! You live and you learn! I really hope that Juice does not get another hidden immunity idol and that he found it his last time at exile. Because if he found it this time at exile and gave it to Hooker that would just be WRONG!

[Erin]

So I'm taking a quick break from scrap booking. I am almost finished. I think in about 10 to 15 more pages and I will finally be done! Anyway, I just got online real quick to see if the challenge results were up. There not, but I completely understand! I just thought I would write a quick confessional then. I am still so bummed that Ashley was voted out at the last TC! UGH! I can't believe Jeffrey had an idol. Also, why the hell did Bud give the clue to Jeffrey. He supposedly hated Jeffrey! I'm sure this is was one of Bud's "Coach" moves. His way of still "controlling" and playing the game since he is no longer in the game. I do give Jeffrey some major props! That boy can lie and lie good!!! Jeffrey told me the other night that he has a girlfriend. I fell off my seat, literally! I thought he was gay! I said something to Stephen and Tom about it and they both thought he was gay too! I'm glad I'm not the only one. I wonder what his girlfriend is like, or maybe that's a lie too... Anyway, he's a little bitchy and over emotional. She is either a dud or 100% times more unstable than him. I beat that is an interesting relationship!

Any way so Ashley gave Tom the clue to the hidden immunity idol. I know he found the idol, however, someone beat him to it. He is pretty sure it is Jeffrey. One, because Jeffrey was the only other person online. I am assuming Jeffrey was on AIM and maybe Tom could see that Jeffrey had signed onto some of the boards. Also, Jeffrey has already found 2 idols. He would defiantly be the one to know where to look for the third idol. UGH! We really don't need a Russell this season! I don't want this season to turn into the "Jeffrey Show!" However, I have a feeling it is. I am pretty sure that Jeffrey doesn't trust me. I can only imagine the things that he has written in his journal about me. That's ok...he can write away. I don't exactly plan to talk to him after the season is over anyway. Anyway, so since Jeffrey has another idol Tom, Stephen, Morgan, Jordan, and me worked together on this last challenge. We need two of us to win immunity. Because say Juice and Hooker win immunity, then that leaves Jeffrey. Since Jeffrey has the idol that means that he would be safe too. So...we have to keep the immunities with us!

I'm not 100% sure I trust Jordan. He didn't tell me he was voting Ashley at the last TC. He told me he was voting Hooker. He swears that at the time he told me Hooker he was 100% voting Hooker. I really want to believe him, but I am having a hard time. He said he changed his vote at the last minute because Jeffrey told him about the idol. Jordan never said anything to me about the idol. However, I do know that he texted Stephen about it, but Stephen wasn't really checking his text.

I really don't trust Tucker at all. Stephen does and I'm not sure about Tom. Stephen trust Tucker because every time he doubts Tucker he sticks to what he told him. Just like Jordan, Tucker told me that he was voting Hooker. Jeffrey told me that Tucker was voting Ashley. However, Tucker never said a word to me about it. I haven't talked to Tucker since before the last vote, so I am very interested to see what he has to say.

Also, Stephen is NEVER allowed to go out of town again! He is hard as hell to get in touch with. He has no internet, no service on his cell phone, or the battery dies...blah blah blah! Soooooo he is NEVER allowed to leave again!

[Erin]

UGH! So it looks like Hooker, Juice, and Jeffrey are planning to vote me out this TC. Jeffrey is pissed at me because I didn't vote for Ashley last round. However, when he told me about the Ashley vote, everyone else was swearing they were voting Hooker. So why would I change to Ashley when the rest of my alliance, including Ashley, was voting Hooker. I know that Jeffrey found the idol. Tom was 9 minutes too late to get it. Tom was pretty sure it was Jeffrey. However, Jeffrey confessed to Jordan that he had the idol. So now this is our issue. We have Hooker convinced we are voting for him. I'm pretty sure that Jeffrey and Juice both think we are voting Hooker. SO...Jordan and Stephen are on their side now. Jordan came to Tom and me last night and told us about Jeffrey having the idol. We are hoping that Jeffrey gives the idol to Hooker and he plays it. As of now the vote is in between Jeffrey and Juice. I really want to vote Juice. I don't want to risk voting Jeffrey and my ass be the one gone. However, I know Jordan really wants to vote Jeffrey. He doesn't want the wrath of Jeffrey upon him if Jeffrey survives this round. Tom I think wants Juice. To my knowledge Morgan has already voted Juice. I can see the positives in getting Jeffrey out. I would prefer Jeffrey over Juice, however, I think that is too big of a risk to take right now! I guess only time will tell. As of now I don't know if I am voting Juice or Jeffrey. That is still up in the air!