Ep #11

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Geez - a quick round...

I am hammered. and also probably fucked

I will do a "every person thing" tomorrow - i hope that is good enough.

Jeffery admitted having the idol to me. and even suggested I might get it this round!!! (YES INDEED) God that would be sweet...

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OK so a list of the people remaining and what they mean (or could mean) to me:

Juice - On exile and has no vote. Bad! I'm sure he would be voting to keep me this round. Had Tom or Ashley gone to exile I might even think I could get a 5 person majority this round, but with no Juice here I am not so sure. I started the game with him as a major ally, screwed things up and wasn't sure if he would trust me again, and now we are back to him being my #1 again!!!

Jordan - Ally, and lifeline! He HAS to be with me or I have no chance. I trust him though, and I think we're good

Tucker - See Jordan, I'm just alittle less sure of if he's in or not But I think so)

Erin - I like Erin lots, she is great to talk to. I don't know where she stands though. It's possible that maybe she would keep me around, and if she and Stephen are still a "pair", it could be the votes that tip things back into my favor. No matter what happens this round she won't be a main target, and if she voted with me I will def consider her a new main ally.

Stephen - Don't get to talk to him a whole bunch unfortunately. Like I just said having him and Erin both decide to back me this round would save me, but I am not sure if he would do that or not?? Also as stated above, if he saves me, I will start considering him an ally to be kept, but if he votes against me and I somehow stay, he will become a top target (IF he votes against me, the only way I stay is with the idol and hopefully that means Tom will go, so really Stephen would become target #1 if he tries to vote me out)

Morgan - Like Erin I get along with her well. She's such a nice girl, but I think she will probably vote for me this time? Jeffery already told me Tom is pretty set on me going, and I assume Morgan will be voting with him and whoever else is doing that. Not a target no matter what though. Currently weak in challenges, and if I get any kind of control she might actually want to work with me later, I just don't see her turning on people for me at this point.

Tom - Target. He wants none of me, and apparently already told Jeff that I must go this round. If the miracle happens and Jeff gives me the idol?? I hope I can vote you out!! (Sorry - lol - nothing personal, just against me in the game and a huge threat!)

Ashley - Target. She is also pretty set against me I think. I would like to see her gone sooner than later.

Jeffery - What about Jeff... He was, of course, a founding member of the "Steve alliance" and the only other member who is still here. I thought for awhile that he was done with me and that I had to target him, now he is almost my only hope to stay in the game. I am not holding my breath for an actual vote majority, so I am probably going to need his idol (And as I've said, HE has already suggested I might get it). If he gives it to me, I would definitely be VERY happy! Lol, and I'll vote out whomever he wants pretty much (although I will of course suggest Tom) and I will stick by him to @ least the 4... (I can't really even say right now who I would want to go to the finals with really - Jordan, Juice, Jeff - they would all beat me, but it's WAY too soon to go from trying to just survive this round to thinking about final 2 - lol)

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So Jordan, Tucker and Jeffery have all pledged to vote for Ashley. I need 1 more vote. We all hope that Stephen and Erin will join and make it 6-3. If they won't do it then there is still the idol possibility because the other 4 of us will surly stay tight knowing we were minority and then when Juice gets back from exile we are at 5 and will have the majority at that point. I am feeling really good about my chances to survive this round!!!

Need to get a feel for what Stephen and Erin want to do and then talk to Jeffery and see what the final plan is!

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This might happen!!! Erin tells me she is willing to side with me if we can get the numbers. I don't want to come out and say "I have Jeff, Tucker and Jordan" or she might think it's to structured already. I will let her figure it out on her own tonight and hope to make sure of things tomorrow.

Jeff sent me this

Its Oh So Bjork (10:33:57 PM): nobody has committed to anything as of right now, because we have such a long time to vote
erinengle (10:34:30 PM): That's what I figuered.
erinengle (10:34:35 PM): Who would you like to go?
erinengle (10:34:40 PM): I'd be cool with either.
Its Oh So Bjork (10:35:46 PM): well i'm not as close with ashley. she hasn't made much of an effort to get to know me

(they were talking about the vote being between me and Ash and Erin seemed to chose me on her own!!!!!! YAY

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Hmmm - I am slightly worried. Stephen is not answering (And I can see he was online - he did his tribal question) and Erin still won't really commit to anything (So I dunno if she is really still thinking or if she actually voted against me already and doesn't want to tell me)

Morgan basically told me she is voting for me (not exactly, but it was clear she is and just doesn't want to say so)

I Fear that I am going to be outnumbered 5-4 here... I hope Jeffery is online when I get home (Which will probably be like 15 mins before deadline!!!) and is willing to play the idol for me! It might be my only hope!!!

(IE: Even if all the votes are in - please don't do results until I am able to sort this out!!!)

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SO I got the idol - that's obvious now. I am quite sure that it will be at least 5-4 against me (If not even more??) and I needed it.

It's unfortunate that we are taking out Ashley though. I would Love it to be Tom, or even Stephen (Since I'm pretty sure he is voting against me). But maybe Ash isn't soo bad. THe Tom/Morgan & Stephen/Erin threat is still there. MAYBE Jordan and Tucker will want to continue on with us. Realistically it is most likely that now the idol is gone the other 6 Heroes will simply band back together and take me out anyway... but I guess we'll see!!!! (they may only take 1 of us out and then flip back again? who knows!)

I have put faith into Jordan and Tucker. I need to keep that faith for now... I have no other choice (And really I have always WANTED to be working with those 2 since before the game was even cast, so I want to believe)