Round 10 Confessionals

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Why the hell did we need to merge? On one hand it may have saved me. On the other it may have doomed me. I don't know yet. I have no idea what my fate is in this game right now. The game is completely up in the air now that we've merged.

Jeffrey is coming back to myself/Juice and saying he's not with the Heroes etc. He's happy to be reunited with me. He asked Juice who he'd want to leave first. He didn't ask me though. Hmmm.

Juice tells me Jeffrey has the idol. I'll keep my mouth shut about that. I guess that's very good.

I have never ever spoken to Morgan, Tom, or Ashley. Not sure how I'll fit into their plans. I probably won't lol. They'll approach previous Heroes peeps first for any sort of alliances I'm sure.

Ashley voted in the minority twice on the Heroes. Maybe I can pick her up somehow.

People I like...

Hooker
Juice - but I probably shouldn't?
Jeffrey - but I probably shouldn't?
Stephen
Erin

People I don't like...

Tucker
Jordan - but that could change!!

Unknown...

Tom
Morgan
Ashley

Jeffrey tells me no one has talked bad about me yet and he doesn't think I'm on anyone's radar. We'll see how long that lasts especially with me already badmouthing Tucker to Erin and to Stephen/Juice last round.

I need Tucker out of this game. Period. The end. I won't rest until he's gone. You don't be rude to me and stay in the game long. I'll pester people until they finally give in and decide to please me and get rid of him.

For now I've laid the groundwork to get rid of him and we'll see if it pays off...

I've also laid a small hint to Juice without really saying it directly that perhaps it'd be a good idea to get rid of one of Tom/Morgan/Ashley because they're not online much and it's going to be hard to communicate with them.

So hopefully that helps me a bit too in terms of the boot this round. Be social, be present, and hopefully I'll stick around

[RB]

Someone told Tucker that I wanted him gone and that I was angry at him because he IMed me today and apologized about the conversation the other day and for being a twat. Um too bad. Damage is done. And I'm not gonna trust him after this despite an apology. He's just being a fake ass.

I'll pretend to be nice to him this round and if he isn't a target this round and someone like Morgan/Tom are then that'll be fine for now but Tucker shouldn't get too comfortable.

I am pissed someone told him though. I gotta find out who because clearly I cannot trust whoever told him. *sigh* My big mouth is going to get me in trouble. I bet Tucker knows he can't trust me now and will want me gone soon. Why waste time and kiss ass to me though? So I'll vote for him on the jury? Fuck that.

Speaking of...I'm hoping jury starts this round!

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It seems like I'll never ever get my way in this game. No one wants me around. I'll probably be booted this round unless I think of something to save myself. I guess the whole one more round thing is a vital strategy to adopt first thing in the merge but I've never ever had to be like that. I'm not the kind of guy that throws his allies under the bus. I fear that throwing Hooker under the bus is going to be the only thing that saves me this round.

There is NO WAY I am going to be able to boot Tucker this round.

Absolutely not happening. The Heroes are sticking together for now. I suspect they might start to crack in a round or two. If I can buy myself a little more time then I could improve my standing in the game.

As it is looking right now though...not so good. I know several Heroes will push for me to leave. Mainly Jordan/Tucker and perhaps Erin/Morgan. I'm planning on talking more with Tom, Ashley, and Erin to counteract that and hope that they decide Hooker should leave.

Sorry Hooker!

I also plan on talking to Jeffrey a lot and maybe, just maybe, he'll feel like handing over the hidden immunity idol to me.

It's all I can do. You can't play at the same level in the minority as you can in the majority. I gotta do what I can do to stay this round and that's that. It's still playing the game I guess. **eyeroll**

I wish I could get rid of Tucker but I doubt it

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Oh and to state the obvious, I was the first eliminated in the immunity challenge. YAY!!!

/end sarcasm

I forgot that in my above confessional.

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I guess I'll suck up to Jordan too. He doesn't necessarily need to agree with Tucker...though he most likely will lol. I'll just do it for shits and giggles and see if they the Heroes can't come to an agreement on a boot and if it leads to Heroes talking to Villains.

[RB]

Aight so my initial plan for the round ended up being justified. It will be myself or Hooker leaving this round.

I've successfully recruited Tom and Erin to my cause and of course Jeffrey. I just need to ensure I have Ashley and Stephen. I'm hoping for Juice as well but I am not sure he will vote Hooker out over me.

I have to do what I have to do. I'm sorry but I have to play nasty right now and selfishly. I can't just throw my game away because I am friends with Hooker.

I'm here to win.

I'm fighting for my game life. If I survive this round I could be of value to some people so that is all I can look forward to.

Begging and pleading and throwing allies under the bus to save your own skin. One of the oldest moves in the Survivor book. Hopefully it works though?

[RB]

Juice was gonna vote my ass out but I talked to him and as soon as I mentioned Jeffrey was keeping me he said he was gonna be voting for Hooker. **eyeroll**

Asshole.

[RB]

I think I've pulled it off. Voting Hooker should be...

Myself, Jeffrey, Tom, Erin, Juice, Ashley.

That's 6. That's all I need. I don't know if Stephen voted to keep me. I'm hoping he did. I really really hope that the majority has kept me in the game. I worked really hard to stay in this round even though it was petitioning to get rid of a friend.

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Your delusion nourishes me.

[Juice]

lmfao Sorry dude.