Round 9.

[Morgan]

BUD IS GONE!!!![/size]

I'm really really happy he went home, I have no idea how they did it but my guess as of right now is Juice helped my fellow Heroes survive. I need to talk to Stephen to hear what happened, it will be funny though if Hooker also turned. I am just really happy he is a pre-juror once again and I won't have to deal with his constant abuse anymore. I am extremely excited for the rest of the game, I'm sad I won't be around today to help with the start of the challenge (as per usual, sadly) but I'm hoping it's a true 24 hour challenge and I can actually be an asset once again during the challenge span. I feel like I'm improoving my game a lot, the plan I came up with last round showed me I can still think of somewhat decent strategies which made me really happy.

Actually, now that I remember, Bud probably got idoled out. Erik told me yesterday he convinced Jeffrey to give his idol to Jordan. I knew Jeffrey had the idol!!! I just knew it! The fact Jeffrey told Erik makes me think they are a lot closer than I originally anticipated and Jeffrey might have to go sooner rather than later. They are clearly still really close as they were with their alliance (with Britti and Alex) back in FvF, that was one of the closest alliances ever, if I remember correctly, so I really need to watch out for that bond.

I hope you guys are no longer disapointed on my performance and are happy that I stayed <3

[Morgan]

Of course when I'm starting to get more confident in the game again something happens and I have to leave for a while, I'm extremely upset, but real life comes first and it sounds like a real emergency since I have to travel a long way. I'm both frustrated and worried and I know this will affect my standing in the game but there is nothing I can do about it, I'm very sorry Sandy and Corey... I know I have been letting you down, time after time after time but hopefuly once I handle this it will all be fine. I can't vote if we lose again, but still, I want to make the confesional quota so you don't make me self-vote.

[Morgan]

Confesional 3:
I think my tribe is going to be really disapointed, once again. Ashley already doesn't have me in the best standards and Erik and Tom have said I need to step up, even though Erik congratulated me for stepping up last challenge, one challenge isn't enough to erase a whole game of failing over and over again. I just hope they don't hold it against me and they continue to think of me as helpful, this is so frustrating!!! I don't want to go into a pity party right now and ask why nothing ever goes my way, but I really do wonder why everything is happening to me in this short period of time, probably bad karma. Anyone has any idea how to clean bad karma?