Confessional Week#8

[Bud]

OK so as you know my grandpa isn't doing well and that has taken my attention...It also is what kept me from turning into in for this week as well as what will prob make my video confessionals a little late...If you wanna hold that against me so be it but well given the option of spending a little more time with my grandfather or doing a confessional I will choose spending time EVERY time...

With that said this has been an interesting week...RB let me know he wasn't doing this challenge which is why I didn't feel so bad about not getting to it...Things are in the works to give the remaining villians a chance come merge...I put together this tribe afterall for a reason...A CLEAR reason...These guys are the ones I felt would turn come merge on the heroes...Afterall Tucker helped bring down Erik in FvF...RB was right at his side...Stephen and I had a deal since pregame...Erin follows Stephen...Jordan is connected to Hooker and was partners on the heroes with Tucker and Stephen and Erin...See where this is going??? LOL...My only real decision this week is do I let Jordan leave or do I go ahead and dump a villian to set myself up for merge???

[Bud]

So after results went up (which mind you I didn't even know had went up) Megan IMs me mobile and tells me that the villians need to throw the next challenge or she will be leaving...Um correct me if I'm wrong but how is that my concern??? Yes I like having Megan in the game but well if she wasn't a closest enough ally to make sure I got on my tribe what makes her think I'm not willing to sacrifice her in this game??? Each game is different for me she should realize that...But I entertained her idea still and wanted to know simply what happens if we don't merge at 12 THEN what...Her answer was well I guess I leave...OK so what good did it do??? The way I see it if we merge at 10 and not 12 its more in our favor to WIN the next 2...Yes we would lose Megan but knowing they won't touch Jeffrey would mean someone named Erin or Ashley would go next...I do hate the fact that they get to brag this week about winning because lets be real this isn't really a win...Half our tribe didn't even try lol...Now the big question becomes just what to do this week???

[Bud]

OK this week a lot of positioning has been going on...Tucker thinks RB wants him out...RB and I talked all week about it being Jordan...Hooker doesn't want Jordan gone as they are close from Peru and wants it to be Stephen...Well I don't want Stephen or Tucker gone hell or really even Jordan...Give me my choice and it would prob be Juice...Why...Simple really...This game is about the inner circle vs new alumni...Yes Hooker has been around longer but wellllllll I like Hooker more than Juice...Juice is a great player don't get me wrong and in the last few months we have got along better but with our history I still don't trust that Juice has actually changed from being Juice...After this game ends we will see if he continues acting like he is now or if it was all just part of his game...My guard of course is up with Juice never denied that...I do also feel at risk this week...Yes villians have a majority but guess what that means nothing...Last 2 challenges I have been virtually nonexistent because real life stuff (which we by now all know what that is) has taken me out of play...Will they see that as a reason to get rid of me??? Its very likely...I would be none at all suprised if I left this week and they used that as the excuse...Afterall Juice is probally just as worried...Nothing stopping him from making a deal with the heroes...Of course with Jordan not having a vote it could work in MY favor as they don't wanna force a tie...Then again if he is telling the truth about Hooker then Hooker would jump ship to get rid of me...Do I wanna go home...No not really...But well if I go home over something like this it just speaks to the type of ppl that are left in this game and I would rather be out than associate with them...I just hope things go as planned this week...If so I can jump around and be merry and handle my real life situations...Honestly though right now this game is a nice escape for me...So for that reason alone I hope I don't get railroaded this week...Crosses fingers...Even though lets be real I don't trust them when they were WAY to quick to agree to Jordan...Something could be up...Or maybe the lack of sleep is playing with me...

[Bud]

FINAL WORDS

Lets see...Honestly I have nothing bad to say...Actually I appreciate it...Look at the last 2 challenges I haven't been able to do it due to real life situations...I have struggled for days on whether to quit the game or not and these guys knew that so I'm grateful that they did me this favor...Nothing but love and respect for everyone left in the game...MINUS MORGAN...I hate floaters...

Sorry to let you down Sandy but I can't help that real life things interfered in my game...But like I told you in private...Given the option of spending time with my grandpa or turning in a challenge gonna choose spending time EVERY time...Thanks for believing in me enough to do this again though...I guess I will see you soon as I now have you contracted for 2 games lmao...

Corey...What is there to say but THANKS Glad you stop listening to the hype and finally saw the real person behind the image...