Round 6.

[Morgan]

Hi. So, I'm not quitting. That's good, I think. I don't want to let the heroes done because I mesed my life up, it's not their ault and they shouldn't suffer the consequences of something they didn't have any fault on. I'm not going to be as active as I wanted when the game started but I'm going to try my hardest to continue pushing forward and earn my spot. Just keep pushing. That's all I want. I am very sad that B is gone from the Villains, I wish she wasn't gone. I wish I could win this for her, but my mind is elsewhere, in a completely different place from where I hope I can get out of so I can try and win this game and make you proud.

I'm writing a confesional because I don't want to get a special treatement and I guess this is better than nothing.

[Morgan]

A double Tribal Council... looks like my luck ran out. I would love to stay in the game but I don't want someone who will do everything to make this game as amazing as it deserves to be to go home because I have all the right alliances. My mind is not on the game and I really want to focus on the future right now and figuring out what to do about it... so I guess this might very well be my last confessional, or one more, despending. I will not self-vote though, I will hate to leave the game with a self-vote, I'm voting for Allan seeing how he threw my name before I even left, hopefuly by leaving this round I'm not putting all my allies and friends in a horrible position. I just don't want to stay over people who I know can do amazing and make this so much entretaining for everyone who is playing and for both of you, Sandy and Corey, who are hosting. I know how much you, Sandy, hate players who drag the game down so I don't want to drag your game down, I don't want you to hate me. I'm sorry that this happened and I'm sorry I couldn't give this my all and play as much as you probably expected me to or as I wanted to. I'm very disapointed on myself, but... what can you do about it? Maybe I won't go... who knows, maybe my allies still need me, who knows. But as for now, I think I will go and I'm at peace with that decision. Guess I'm not going to be the last girl standing after all.

[Morgan]

Erin and Erik are talking about keeping me. They want to know if I want to stay, of course I want to stay. I told them the truth, I do want to stay but I want them to do what's best for them in the long run and I want them to win, if they feel keeping me is the best for them, then they can, if not then they can vote me out. I'm fine with either decision. I told them I didn't feel like I deserved to stay and that I couldn't fully compromise because I don't know if things will get more complicated at all but if they wanted to they could. I would love to stay but I don't want to bring the tribe or the game down because of everything, so I'm just going to hope they see in me a worthy competitor and a loyal ally. For now I'm voting for Allan because I refuse to self-vote regardless of the out-come.

[Morgan]

Hey Morgan! So the alliance has been debating all day about what to do with the vote. I know you asked to be voted out and all, but we were having a real tough time with it. Eventually people kind of agreed to vote you out but a lot of us myself included have not been happy with it and been a wreck about it all night. Myself, Erin, and Stephen pretty much decided late tonight as we've been thinking about it that there's no way in the world we could vote for you. You are the heart of the heroes and like the nicest person in the world <3. I am voting for Allan, and Erin and Stephen are doing the same. We're going to try to convince Jordan as well. So yeah, vote for Allan and you might be able to stay!!! If you do, I don't want no more of this "I don't deserve to be here crap". You definitely deserve to be here and we want you here more than anything <33333. You're a hero, and you belong on the heroes tribe.

<3 Erik

I voted for Allan last night already, thank you very much Erik. I honestly appreciate you guys doing this for me, what is Tom doing? Do you know? I promise you I will try my best which might not be as good as Allan's best but I will do everything in my power to help us win and do great together. Thank you very much, you have no idea how much all of this means to me, I won't be online today, I agreed to talk to Payton today and see how that one goes... hopefuly it goes either very well and things start getting back to normal or it goes very bad and I have a melt-down and I use the game as an escape. Either way, I promise you I will do my absolute best to help you guys. Thanks Erik, I love you <3.

Morgan <3.


Thoughts: <3. I guess Im going to stay. After tonight it's make it or break it but my head will be back on the game. Sorry for being so moppy this past two rounds <3.