My Day with Joel Continues...lucky7777charms 7:24 pm
hi
RB RichBoyy 7:24 pm
Hi
lucky7777charms 7:25 pm
lol
yea
how are you
RB RichBoyy 7:25 pm
I'm bored and tired and just waiting for television to start and for the IC to start
lucky7777charms 7:25 pm
cool
i'm sorry about earlier Matty
RB RichBoyy 7:26 pm
I had to go, sorry. Had a lunch thing to go to.
lucky7777charms 7:26 pm
i wasn't trying to come off as rude of bitchy, i have trouble expressing my feelings in a good way
RB RichBoyy 7:27 pm
No worries
I get it
lucky7777charms 7:27 pm
i do still want us in the final two together
and i'll promise to work harder to communicate better
RB RichBoyy 7:31 pm
Okay, well right now I'm mostly worried about the tribe as a whole and how everyone is feeling after the vote. I think our tribe needs to get back together somehow but I dunno how we're gonna pull it all together.
lucky7777charms 7:31 pm
i don't either, because a few of us are hurt by being left out on things
i mean you said you wanted bridget, juice, jeffrey, or stickman out first out of the 9 of us, i would've voted bridget with you, because we are a pair
RB RichBoyy 7:33 pm
I never once said I wanted Bridget out
I really really liked Bridge
lucky7777charms 7:33 pm
yeah we were talking one day about who to boot, i said i wanted bud out next, you said you'd rather it be one of those four
but you said bridget was at the bottom of the list
and then we could do bud after that
RB RichBoyy 7:34 pm
Oh, hmm that was very early on
lucky7777charms 7:34 pm
it was like a week ago
RB RichBoyy 7:35 pm
No it was totally longer than that But whatever, I shouldn't have even said Bridget was even on that list bottom or not. Because obviously if she was at the bottom of the list I didn't wanna boot her.
RB RichBoyy 7:35 pm
I also never said Jeffrey thanks :-)
lucky7777charms 7:35 pm
i promise you you did, i wish i saved convos
RB RichBoyy 7:36 pm
I save convos :-)
lucky7777charms 7:36 pm
there was 4 people on that list i swear there was
RB RichBoyy 7:38 pm
I found the convo and it was in Round 2
It said Katy, Juice, Stickman
But that was round 2. I never said anything since.
lucky7777charms 7:39 pm
no you've hardly been on since
RB RichBoyy 7:39 pm
lol
lucky7777charms 7:40 pm
well it is partially true, you made reference to it before
lucky7777charms 7:42 pm
well i hope maybe you'd be willing to vote a certain way next time we go to tribal to repair trust
RB RichBoyy 7:46 pm
I'm always open to voting different ways. It depends which way. I don't want to think about voting until we have to though or else we'll wind up back at tribal.
lucky7777charms 7:53 pm
i think we're going to wind back up there this next time anyway
RB RichBoyy 7:53 pm
Why?
lucky7777charms 7:53 pm
because this vote did way more harm to this tribe than it did good
lucky7777charms is available 8:47 pm
lucky7777charms 12:08 am
aparently you, me, and hooker need to have a talk together
lucky7777charms 12:14 am
and i hope you'll consider it
Matt?
RB RichBoyy 12:16 am
?
lucky7777charms 12:16 am
are you willing to have a group talk, the 3 of us?
RB RichBoyy 12:17 am
I don't know
lucky7777charms 12:18 am
look i need to tell you something, that will explain a lot
i wanted to keep this out of the game, because i didn't want pity or anything like that
lucky7777charms 12:19 am
but the reason i've been distant and acting different around you and hooker is because a week and a half ago, my mother, who i'm closer to than anyone else in the world, was diagnosed with stage 3 breast cancer
RB RichBoyy 12:20 am
Sorry to hear that Joel
lucky7777charms 12:20 am
my mind has been elsewhere, and i've been neglecting you both, i'm sorry, but i wasn't trying to distance myself because i didn't want to work together anymore, it was more because i knew i needed an outlet to vent, and i didn't want to vent on either one of you
and tonight, i'd just had it with Bud's shit, and saw my outlet ya know
RB RichBoyy 12:21 am
Yah I guess that's understandable
lucky7777charms 12:21 am
but, i'm not going to let this be the cause for the end of a 5 year friendship we've had
and i hope you won't let it either
RB RichBoyy 12:23 am
No, it's just a game lol. That kind of real life shit is the important stuff.
lucky7777charms 12:24 am
but i'm not ready to end my time here, and i want you, me, and hooker to get our alliance back on track
RB RichBoyy 12:26 am
I guess we'll see after this "immunity challenge" where things are gonna go from here. Tonight has been pretty crazy.
lucky7777charms 12:26 am
i mean are you really that close to Bud? honestly?
because i've told you, and i still mean it, i'm willing to boot Juice sometime
RB RichBoyy 12:28 am
I like both you and Bud *shrug* And I don't want to talk about Juice geez lol
lucky7777charms 12:28 am
well, i still want us in the final 2 RB, that much is true
and i'm willing to do whatever it takes to make it happen
and i hope you still are
even if it means sucking it up and NOT targetting Bud like crazy
RB RichBoyy 12:30 am
Right now I don't know if I believe that but as I said, we'll see. You're very vocal but actions will still speak louder than words. We cannot afford to hand the Heroes the numbers.
lucky7777charms 12:30 am
and by the way, me telling the heros information
never has happened
i was blowing smoke on that one hardcore
RB RichBoyy 12:32 am
Why bluff on that?
It makes people angry.
lucky7777charms 12:32 am
that was the goal at the time
RB RichBoyy 12:32 am
lol
lucky7777charms 12:33 am
i hope you'll believe that you and Hooker are the only people i have intentions of being completely loyal to
lucky7777charms 12:35 am
if that waasn't true, i'd not have spent hours this morning and now trying to fix things with the both of you
RB RichBoyy 12:35 am
You haven't done me wrong yet...
lucky7777charms 12:35 am
no but i haven't been the best friend or ally
but i think we are both guilty there
RB RichBoyy 12:36 am
Yes I agree
lucky7777charms 12:36 am
these are the talks i have missed
lucky7777charms 12:37 am
the ones i think we both expected to be having since day one
RB RichBoyy 12:39 am
Yah I dunno where we went wrong :x but we did and it was a noticeable change
lucky7777charms 12:39 am
i know, but lets fix it, and get back on track for final 2
RB RichBoyy 12:40 am
I just want this round to be over so that we can all figure out what to do moving forward
lucky7777charms 12:40 am
yea
like i said, i'm even willing to put my differences aside, and work with Bud, just to get us back on track
lucky7777charms 12:46 am
we cool again?
RB RichBoyy 12:46 am
I hope so? lol On my end yes.
lucky7777charms 12:47 am
i hope so too
RB RichBoyy 12:47 am
So that'd be a yes on your end?
lucky7777charms 12:47 am
that'd be a yes on my end
RB RichBoyy 12:47 am
:-P k lol
lucky7777charms 12:47 am
and you promise you really are okay?
RB RichBoyy 12:49 am
Yes, I'm not angry at anyone. I just want everyone to get along ~_~ Obviously not gonna happen but I keep trying for that.
lucky7777charms 12:50 am
yeah
i'm willing to put my differences aside with people if it benefits you and me
RB RichBoyy 12:51 am
And it would. I'm not against Juice at all either. I wasn't lying when I said I talked to him.
Him/I are fine -_-;
lucky7777charms 12:51 am
i know you guys talked
i've been trying to do damage control between you two all game
RB RichBoyy 12:53 am
I think it's helped :-)
lucky7777charms 12:53 am
i'm glad
because after you and hooker juice is the person i like the best
lucky7777charms 12:53 am
i'm willing to vote him out if we need to
RB RichBoyy 12:54 am
Okay, don't worry about that right now lol
lucky7777charms 12:54 am
i know im sorry
i hate when my name even gets mentioned at tribals, it makes me a wreck
lucky7777charms 12:55 am
and that last round did it
RB RichBoyy 12:56 am
Yah, no doubt. I see that
But again, you weren't in any damn danger of leaving lol
lucky7777charms 12:56 am
i know but i didn't know that
RB RichBoyy 12:57 am
Yah it did obviously. You knew it did. That's why the split vote thing was talked about.
RB RichBoyy 12:59 am
Anyway, you're fine, you're here, you didn't get any votes.
lucky7777charms 12:59 am
i know i know
just really fucked me up a bit
RB RichBoyy 12:59 am
Just a lil :x
lucky7777charms 12:59 am
got me really paranoid
RB RichBoyy 1:00 am
:-\ yah. I kinda react like that too.
Sometimes, not often, but sometimes.
lucky7777charms 1:00 am
yeah
that is why i took it so hard you and hooker kinda left me in the dark
but then again after talking with you guys in detail, i understand it now
RB RichBoyy 1:01 am
kk
I gotta be up at 6 am dude. I gtg. Thanks for the talk. Try to feel better. I'm really sorry to hear about your mother :-( ttytomorrow most likely.
lucky7777charms 1:02 am
i appriciate it, i have class, but i should be on throughout the day
RB RichBoyy 1:02 am
Okay
'Night
lucky7777charms 1:02 am
and as always im usually mobile and do respond
RB RichBoyy 1:03 am
Yah now that I know that it helps. I never usually messaged people before when I see they are on mobile.
lucky7777charms 1:03 am
its cool i never did either until i set up mobile lol
night Rb thanks for the talk