Round 6 Confessionals

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I'm already missing Bridget. I feel really bad about booting her now, especially when I found out she didn't have the HII afterall. The plan was already in motion though and there was no time to change the target to Juice or Joel. I really would like to see one of them leave next.

Bridget, I AM SO SORRY!

It's like, I feel bad and guilty but at the same time I realize she was playing me. So torn on my emotions right now.

I hope my tribe can rebound in the next challenge and win immunity. Sending the Heroes to a 3rd tribal would be great and could cause some mayhem. They might have a scattered vote as well if we send them. On the other hand, booting one of Joel/Juice might be a good idea. So then the question becomes...throw the challenge or not?

Dunno as of yet.

Andrew says he owes me one after this. But doesn't he owe Bud, Megan, and Hooker as well? If he has to pay us back eventually and has to decide who to pay back...would he have my back? I doubt it. I don't know though. I think he likes myself/Hooker the best out of the people that saved him.

Which just continues to prove that myself/Hooker are playing great games. We're staying in the middle of things, being social just the right amount, and we've made the right friends/voting decisions.

I'm not looking forward to the backlash over this round though hence why I'm not signing on tonight. I'll sign on tomorrow.

RIP Bridget =(

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OMFG

That is all. Til later or tomorrow. Been a long day.

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Yesterday was annoying. I had to deal with Joel and Juice moping around all afternoon and sucking up. Both were upset they weren't included on the vote, etc. Blah blah blah. Big babies. I would be too but I'd pretend like I wasn't upset. I'd just act normal. It throws people off but people don't look at you in a negative way if you are pretending that nothing is wrong and you don't freak out on them.

I figured a twist was going to be happening this round. So I spent the day speculating on what was going to happen. I like my hypothesis. Originally I said 2 tribes of 8 with someone going home (not picked for a tribe). I think that will stand true. Now it has evolved a bit and I feel there will be 2 villain captains and 2 hero captains. Each will pick 3 people to join them on their tribe. This allows for quite the mix up to happen with 4 different people trying to pick people to join their tribe to ensure they will have #'s on their side when all is said and done.

Just waiting to see if I'm right.

Joel freaked out last night again and there was a huge fight surrounding Joel. Once again, at the end of the night he was trying to suck up. He keeps going on about this F2 with me. I've not said anything to him about being F2 but I can't go telling him that we're not going to be in the F2. I've told several people about my F2 with him and told them I figured it was not going to work out. One of the people was Juice. I'd be shocked if Juice did not tell Joel what I said. But oh well.

Tucker would not tell me who his tribe voted. I'm pretty pissed about that because he has said several times he'd be willing to work with me and have each others backs and then he keeps a secret from me. Fuck him then. I'll make it a goal to get rid of him early on then. Clearly doesn't trust me or anything.

I didn't ask Stephen. I was tempted to but didn't. Just wanted to have a small chat with him. Hopefully if I do that every now and then he'll think he can work with me or something. I dunno.

Andrew is hardly on AIM and it's kinda starting to annoy me. We saved him and he is never around to talk to.

Jeffrey didn't talk to me yesterday at all. Not sure if he is mad at me or what. Could be. He apparently freaked out on Megan. w t f??

I work today at 6 pm so I'm hoping to see the results before I have to go to work. Sucks that if it is a new tribe I will miss bonding with people tonight.

Oh and we voted Bud hoping that he'd get captain and pick myself/Hooker/Megan. Now I'm kinda worried about that decision because if myself/Bud/Megan/Hooker get picked as most heroic villain we'd be in a battle for picking people from our alliance. Also if Bud gets picked...then the person who got the 2nd most votes over here for most villainous villain will get captain and that will probably be Juice. I don't want Juice to have power.

So yah, this game is gonna be turned upside down for sure. Gonna be crazy. If this is all how it is going to end up that is.

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So tired of dealing with Joel. He should be going home this round. This round I spent a lot of time dancing around things with him and it was just exhausting. He may have hurt my relations with some other people. I hope not though.

Fuck I'm running out of time. I need to leave my house soon.

I apologize for the shitty sound on my video that I'll be posting in my tribal council thing. And there are a few times you won't be able to understand anything I said because I may have slurred my words together or was talking too fast at certain points rofl.

I think I am making the right decision this round. I am keeping my alliance intact which is the most important thing. I am in a good position within my alliance. I have strong ties with Bud and Hooker. I am semi-close to Megan and Andrew. I still hope that I can form closer bonds with Jeffrey and even Juice now. I don't know though. I just really want to keep them from jumping ship as soon as they can. Maybe they will feel they can work with me and will vote other people in my alliance before they go after me if I keep talking to them. Who knows though. They've seen how I treated Joel and even Bridget. They both know I'm charming up until the point where I cut your throat.

Anyways, I don't want a switch...please don't switch us Stupid double tribal council.

Curious about who the other tribe is booting though.

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Aw I love this signature



I'mma save it on my computer lolol