Round 5 Confessionals

[RB]

So there goes my plan to start talking to Clayton. Why did the bastard need to be voted out? Ugh. Now I guess I'll have to make it Jordan or possibly Tom but Tom is like friends with everyone and no doubt has a powerful alliance. Why would he need someone like me? And he's probably allied with people who would tell him not to trust me, etc.

Joel is trying to suck up to everyone. It's kinda sad. He brought up the F2 thing to me tonight. I almost wanted to tell him that there was no way in hell we were going to the F2 anymore. Because we're not. Sorry!

Next challenge is tomorrow. Picture taking I love this challenge! I'm gonna rock it.

[RB]

I think that my tribe is going to lose the challenge. And if what I am hearing around camp is true it will be an interesting tribal council. I've gained the trust of a fair amount of people on my tribe. Bridget let me in on a plan that she has to blindside Stickman because she feels that he has the HII. I don't really want to do that. I do not believe that he has a HII and if he does I am not worried that he would use it to get rid of me.

I would still like to see Joel go. I think Bud would as well. If we lose I plan on having myself, Bud, Hooker, Jeffrey, and Stickman vote for Joel. That would be 5/9 and that would be majority.

I wish I had more time for this challenge. I have worked the past couple days and I'm working again today. But the list also didn't have very many things that I could get. I'm usually very good at this type of challenge and have lots of different items lying around my house and also I usually have a day off to go and do some of the more obscure things or find them at stores and stuff. I didn't have that luxury this time.

Bridget talks to the Heroes way too much. They told her they have everything except for like 2 things. I wish she wouldn't talk to them so much. I might have to have her voted off in the near future if she keeps it up. I would hate to do that because I really like her and we get along great but she has too many options available to her. She can jump ship on us all. Would she take me with her if she jumped ship?

Stuff to think about.

Right now I don't know if I am going to tell Andrew about the plan to blindside him or if I'm just going to ignore it and not fill him in and be confident that Joel will get the boot and Bridget's plan will not be successful. As Sandra said in HvV yesterday, I don't want my big mouth to get me in trouble. So I have to decide if it is beneficial for me to say anything or if it is best to keep things quiet.

[RB]

So I did it. I brought up Bridget's name. Myself and Megan pushed hard for Bridget last night and in the end myself, Hooker, Bud, Megan, and Andrew are going to vote for Bridget.

I feel bad doing it. It's gonna suck seeing someone I genuinely like leave over like Joel/Juice. I definitely can't trust Juice. But Bridget has proven now that I can't trust her either. And now that she is getting the taste of "power" she is turning into a different person slightly. She wants to see shit go down, she wants blood. She wants things to get "interesting". It's very schemer and villainess like. No wonder she is on this tribe lol.

I hope she goes and doesn't play an idol.

Joel, I wish I could trust him. But he doesn't talk very much and he went and made friends with Juice after I told him at the beginning of the game I wanted Juice gone early. They have an alliance now and it's a big threat. Sorry, but obviously I'm not gonna sit back and allow an alliance to take charge unless I am in it and feel like I am a major player in the alliance and in a good position. In this new alliance I feel like myself/Hooker/Bud would be majority. That makes me feel good.

Is striking down Bridget a good move? Yes. Is it too early to do so? Maybe. Time will tell. Sparks will fly after this round. Just gotta cross my fingers and hope it works.

You can trust the RB but the RB has to trust you. Sorry things had to end this way. *sigh*

I'mma VILLAIN =)

[Bridget]