Round 4 Confessionals

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It is Round 4. I just worked all day and I'm rather exhausted. I was starving but now I've ignored this confessional for about half an hour and I ate myself a nice big plate of fettucine alfredo DELICIOUS!

My tribe are a bunch of borewhores. I am so sick of talking to them. I created a tribe chat for tonight's IC because no one was being very responsive to my IMs so I was just like okay whatever...tribe chat time. Gets me out of having to talk to them and hopefully pumps everyone up for the challenge.

Challenge starts in 30 mins...looks like the one in FvF that I sucked at. Can't wait **eyeroll**

Trying to talk a little game with Hooker right now...another confessional at a later time.

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Oh geez I need to make two more confessionals for this round!? Ughhh lol. I have like nothing to say. I guess my first will be for the night of the challenge and my second will be post-results feelings.

So let's see...my talk with Hooker ended up going over well. I don't have the convo because I was feeling sick the night of the IC and I signed off without saving any of my conversations. Hooker has my back and I have his. I think oddly enough, my alliance with Hooker is probably the most stable alliance. My alliance with Joel obviously isn't going to work out and I'm sure he has heard that I am against him by now. My alliance with Bud is pretty much doesn't exist anymore as of now. I only say that because we don't really talk when we do talk. I tried to talk to him the night of the IC before the challenge and he gave me the cold shoulder hardcore.

My tribe worked really well together during the immunity challenge. Everyone seemed to do their thing and everyone was pretty fast at getting into forums and doing the tasks. Once again, like in FvF I completely sucked at this challenge. I only really did one forum and then found out the next day that I could do another forum as well (only because everyone could post in that one). I did finish another task but someone had beat me to it. And there was another I worked on that was just like the task I had completed. So I wasn't really a big help. I feel bad but anything speed related I seem to suck at. My brain doesn't work fast enough :x

Joel got really upset the night of the challenge thinking that we all ignored him.

Once we found out about the hidden immunity idol we all just started talking casually about the people we did not want to see get a clue if our tribe lost immunity and we had to vote someone out. We were all agreeing we would not give any of the people we didn't want to see have an idol clue a clue. We were all agreeing, except for Joel that is.

Joel FREAKED out in the chat and threatened our entire tribe saying he would give it to those people if we voted him out. I don't know why he had the sudden freak out and reacted like that but it did exactly the opposite of what I am sure he was hoping. Instead of making everyone go...oh..we better not vote him out then, everyone decided that we needed to boot his ass as soon as we possible can.

I'm not the only one that is tired of his dramatics. I do like Joel, and I do think I could have allied with him. But damn, dude is beyond uncontrollable and completely bi-polar. He has gone about things in this game in entirely the wrong way and he has made a huge target of himself.

It all works well for me because I had said in past confessionals that I do think one of Bud/Joel needs to leave because I can't keep both of them in. Joel has made far too many enemies now and he is going to make booting him far easier now than I originally thought it would be. That's great news for me because it leaves the one person who I think would want me out pretty soon (Juice) without another ally and I could easily boot Justin after Joel.

Neways, this confessional is already too long. Good thing I do have another one to do. I'll do it later today wheee.

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Time for the next part of my confessional I suppose.

I'm kinda disappointed that my tribe won immunity. I would have liked to have lost the challenge and gotten rid of Joel. I know people keep saying we have to keep even with the Heroes and we have to gain an advantage on them yada yada yada. But we all know that as soon as any switch or merge happens the numbers will began to matter less and less. Plus, people from the "minority tribe" always win

Joel needed to go. Now we have Joel for another round. He's a liability when we have a switch or a merge and he'd jump ship asap. I don't trust him at all now. Plus he has threatened to quit the game several times now which would put our tribe at a disadvantage anyways. Keeping Joel is a mistake. I am seriously considering talking to my tribemates about throwing the next challenge and getting rid of Joel. We can't afford him jumping ship on us.

Then again, as I'm writing this, I do think that the argument to throwing the challenge will be that if we win again then someone on our tribe will get the second clue to the HII. Again though, that counter is that Joel could easily get the clues if he has gone to the other tribe.

There is a ton to consider now. It would have been far easier and a lot more beneficial to us if we had lost and just gotten rid of Joel while we were all in agreeance to do so. Instead, we went full force even after the events of the night and worked on the remaining parts of the challenge yesterday.

So I'm kind of annoyed.

I really don't think I have any friends on the Heroes tribe though. Maybe Erik but who knows. I have been pretty nasty towards all the Heroes and I haven't like talked to any of them during the course of the game. Tucker may also be a friendly face and MAYBE Stephen but he has been so fake and we all know he is a slimeball. No one really likes him. It's quite the contrast to how he is perceived in another series that I know him from. In Survivor Offensive he was seen as a golden boy and a loyal guy who is good at challenges. Here, he is seen as a fake snake who cannot be trusted and well, he's good at challenges still So yah, I dunno what to make of the Hero people.

I have to stick with the Villains and I have to hope we don't get screwed over by twists or by one another or by Joel.

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In other news, I think I'll start to randomly talk to Clayton when I see him on AIM next time. Making a friend over there might be a nice idea He seems like someone I may want to talk to and work with. Him or Jordan. Though I don't really like people with the name Jordan. Hmm so I'll try Clayton first lol.