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Post by Morgan on Apr 18, 2010 14:51:11 GMT -5
Well, Jamie went home last round, I'm not sure if she was actually mad or if she was just being herself with her comment after the votes are read. But I didn't receive a single vote, sounds like I was worried about nothing, hopefuly so, either way. I'm still a little concerned because I'm sitting out the next challenge, of course it is for the better of the team but still, it could make them think I'm still the weakest. Which I'm not, I just feel I have been so busy that I have dropped my game since the begining, which bothers me. I don't think I'm completely dropping the ball, but I feel I started off stronger than at the point I am right now, this reminds me a lot of iBB where I started strong, then went through a weak spot and then came back strong. Hopefully that is the case again, because this is a huge opportunity for me and I don't want to waste it!
I am just hoping and praying that my Heroes can win tonight's challenge so I don't have to get paranoid again.
Also, not sure if I mentioned this, but it looks like the alliance I wanted since the begining (Tom, Stephe, Erin, Erik and me) is practically a sealed deal which makes me extremely happy, especially since we are down to ten in the tribe, it means worst case scenario we tie. I'm happy with my position in the game but not so much with my performance, once I have my wedding dress though, I know I will be back guns blazing, you'll see <3.
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Post by Morgan on Apr 19, 2010 11:19:54 GMT -5
Hey hon! I know I have been very busy so I haven't had the chance to be online for too long and you are never on when I am, bad timing, I guess. The twist is crazy! Thanks for letting me know, I really appreciate it, no one had told me yet so this is truly a shock for me. I wonder if anyone would tell me. An idol is so scary though! I know it's going to change everything now, which is really scary. Does that mean I lost my side of the bet? I hope not! And good job on being in a great position over there, I am as well, I think. I guess we will find out when or if someone tells me about this idol twist.
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Post by Morgan on Apr 19, 2010 11:23:17 GMT -5
The whole idea of an idol is amazing, it makes me a little iffy though about the trust and about how the vote and majority works though, it could drastically change the entire game, hopefuly a villain or an ally of mine get's it so we don't have to worry about Clayton having it. Now, the fact it was announced publically would show to me how much trust my alliance has on me, if they don't convey the information back then that means there's trouble in paradise and I need to start covering my bases somewhere else, I'm hoping they would share the information though. Right now I'm talking to Jordan, he hasn't said anything yet. I'm not surprised to say the least.
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Post by Morgan on Apr 19, 2010 14:59:32 GMT -5
avarim: Hi hon!
nevadasoutherner: hey!!! ^_^
nevadasoutherner: so happy to see you!
avarim: Me too! I haven't seen you in so long, it seems.
nevadasoutherner: i know!
nevadasoutherner: we must just not be online at the right times
nevadasoutherner: how are ya?
avarim: Yeah, I'm sure that's exactly it. I'm alright, a little upset bur good, and you?
nevadasoutherner: im pretty good! accidently slept through my morning classes... oops!
nevadasoutherner: why are you feeling upset?
avarim: LOL, you need a new alarm clock!
nevadasoutherner: i do!
avarim: My best friend is angry at me.
nevadasoutherner: i have 2 and it still doesn't wake me up all the time!
nevadasoutherner: aw alex?
avarim: Yeah, how did you know it was him? Did I mention him before?
nevadasoutherner: yeah, you told me about him
nevadasoutherner: did you get in a fight?
avarim: More like he got angry because of who one of my bridemaids is.
nevadasoutherner: ohhh really?
nevadasoutherner: is it someone he dislikes?
avarim: An ex girlfriend that he didn't end in very good terms with.
nevadasoutherner: ohhhh ok
nevadasoutherner: im sorry to hear that
avarim: It's fine, I'm upset but I also know he is the one who needs to get over it.
nevadasoutherner: right
nevadasoutherner: aw
nevadasoutherner: its never a good feeling when someone is mad at you, though
nevadasoutherner: how have you been feeling about the game?
avarim: Yeah, exactly. Fine, nervous because I know I haven't been exactly pulling my weight though.
avarim: I'm just disapointed at myself right now.
nevadasoutherner: it's ok!
nevadasoutherner: i don't think you need to be worried
nevadasoutherner: obviously i will not vote for you if we do lose this challenge
avarim: Thanks. I just feel a little like out even within our own alliance.
nevadasoutherner: i think its just because we never all catch each other
avarim: Yeah, maybe.
avarim: I just feel people are distancing themselves from me after the voice challenge.
nevadasoutherner: no way!!!
nevadasoutherner: promise
avarim: Maybe it's just my own insecurities about my voice, but I feel it's all so different, it just really really sucks.
nevadasoutherner: btw my mom called which was why i was off the keyboard for a second
avarim: It's fine, you are a sweetheart.
nevadasoutherner: i do want to tell you what i heard...
nevadasoutherner: im not sure if this already got to you but (get ready to follow this... lol)
nevadasoutherner: so erin told me that allan told tom he was thinking of going for you next
nevadasoutherner:
avarim: I hadn't heard that.
avarim: Why is Allan targetting me?
nevadasoutherner: i think it was just said last night or something
nevadasoutherner: i'll have to ask tom for the details, im not sure why
nevadasoutherner: BUT... we have your back
nevadasoutherner: honestly, allan may need to go next for going for you...
avarim: I agree. I figured I will get targetted sooner rather than later.
nevadasoutherner: it probably isn't anything serious
nevadasoutherner: he prolly just mentioned the idea
nevadasoutherner: just don't say anything because im pretty sure no one outside our alliance knows
avarim: I won't, don't worry.
nevadasoutherner: ok
nevadasoutherner: if we lose, what are your thoughts on voting?
nevadasoutherner: do you think its the right time to take allan or ashley out?
avarim: I was thinking Clayton, actually. But I'd be willing to take out either of them if that would strenghten the alliance.
nevadasoutherner: do you know clayton pretty well from egypt?
avarim: Not really, I did, but I honestly don't remember much. We barely talk.
nevadasoutherner: ok
nevadasoutherner: i'd prolly be ok with clayton too
nevadasoutherner: erin seems to have a good feeling about him though... so im not sure
nevadasoutherner: i have been talking to erik quite a bit and i think i can count on him
nevadasoutherner: he actually said he loves me/you/tom/erin the most haha
avarim: I agree, I talked to him about it as well and he seemed to like the idea.
avarim: I trust Erik a lot.
nevadasoutherner: i love erik haha
nevadasoutherner: he's soooo nice
nevadasoutherner: and hilarious
avarim: I agree, he is amazing. I'm glad he joined.
avarim: I'm going to go for a bit, I have a headache, I'll be back later. See you soon hon!
nevadasoutherner: ok, take care! im just trying to get some last minute points on the challenge.
nevadasoutherner: i will be working tonight.
nevadasoutherner: but we do need to chat more soon. hopefully we can get all 4 of us at the same time to talk about our options
nevadasoutherner: don't have doubts. i PROMISE i'm with you 100%
avarim: I don't have doubts about you, it's mostly other people <3. I trust you 100%.
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Post by Morgan on Apr 19, 2010 20:03:49 GMT -5
Neither Tom nor Stephen mentioned the idol, it's making me clearly paranoid. I wonder why they are not sharing information that is so vital to the game, if they are my real allies they should have told me. Part of me just wants to ask, but I won't unless we lose and I have to campaign. I am just hoping they will let me know soon enough, Erik wasn't here so I'm not placing any blame on him, I am considering just telling him and asking him if he knew before I ask the rest. Maybe Erin will tell me, she is very straight with me, so I will assume she might tell me again. But you never know, for all I know the tribe made a pact not to tell the ones who weren't there... I'm getting paranoid, I hate it. I need to control myself. Is it more annoying for me to be paranoid or to be all over another player?
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Post by Morgan on Apr 19, 2010 20:06:25 GMT -5
avarim: I hope we win this challenge for iS though, Stephen told me my name was thrown around...
onetz53: yeah I only heard from Allan, but don't say anything about that
avarim: I won't, no need to create any conflict.
onetz53: so yeah, I only heard from Allan...maybe the rest of the tribe would think differently
onetz53: but I agree, hopefully we just win and don't have to worry about that
avarim: I think we have a good chance, you are all smart so I'm sure you will do great during puzzles.
onetz53: I hope...the villains seemed to do well too
avarim: We'll be fine.
avarim: You are quiet today, everything okay?
onetz53: yup I'm good...just chatting with other folks in the game and out
avarim: I'm going to leave for a little bit, I'll be back later. Talk soon Tom!
onetz53: ok, talk later Morgan!
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Post by Morgan on Apr 20, 2010 13:53:09 GMT -5
Thanks Tom. I was just talking to Jordan and he says that's the only name he has heard so far but it's not written in stone yet. But it's a stat, thanks for keeping me updated. By the way, what's this talk about a Hidden Immunity Idol going on around Tribal? And I'm glad to hear that for Erik, now we need to make sure he tips the scales for us and not for Stephen and Erin in case things get complicated there. Thanks for keeping me updated <3.
Morgan <3.
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Post by Morgan on Apr 20, 2010 13:55:31 GMT -5
pinkertonantics: hey Morgan!
avarim: Hey Jordan, I was just about to IM you.
pinkertonantics: Haha nice, how's it going today
pinkertonantics: so bummed we lost again!
avarim: I just saw, it's so sad!
pinkertonantics: Yeah, I thought we'd at least be closer
pinkertonantics: especially after grabbing those points yesterday
avarim: You tried really hard though, so no need to lament about it.
pinkertonantics: yeah we all gave it a really good effort. just came up a little short!
pinkertonantics: not fun having to lose another one though
avarim: I agree, do you have any idea of who?
pinkertonantics: I haven't talked to tooo many people about it yet, but i've heard clayton so far
pinkertonantics: that's actually what i was thinking too. i've talked to him far less than everyone else
pinkertonantics: definitely not a concrete thing yet though
avarim: I was thinking Clayton as well, he was my choice last round too. I never see him around, honestly.
pinkertonantics: Yeah
pinkertonantics: and in the few times i have seen him around he hasn't talked much
avarim: How did he do in the challenge, individualy, do you know?
pinkertonantics: not sure of the score, but i think i only saw him do one of the puzzles
pinkertonantics: dont quote me on that though haha
avarim: LOL *quotes*
avarim: Tom sent me a PM talking about Clayton going.
pinkertonantics: cool .. yeah i talked to tom really briefly about it last night and he seemed all in for the idea
avarim: I wish I had logged in last night again. I always seem to miss when the majority is online.
avarim: I hope the vote is unanimous again to keep the unity.
pinkertonantics: You didn't miss too much last night honestly .. I talked to Tom and Erik and that's pretty much it
pinkertonantics: And yeah me too .. so far everyone that i've talked to has agreed but definitely haven't heard from everyone yet
pinkertonantics: ..or most people, haha
avarim: BRB.
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Post by Morgan on Apr 20, 2010 14:13:48 GMT -5
I hate being online when other people aren't online, it makes me feel so useless. But the vote seems to be going towards Clayton, which is truly the smartest thing to do. I know Allan said my name but I'm more helpeful than Clayton, who is also helping the other tribe. That's the card I'm hiding for now, if my name becomes the main target I'll just share the information B told me and I'm sure that will make Clayton the main target. I'm excited for the future of the game, Erik is in on the alliance and that means I am safe. I'm a little weary still because of the whole idol business and them not mentioning it to me, but I'm trying to tell myself it's nothing.
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Post by Morgan on Apr 20, 2010 17:38:49 GMT -5
After talking to Stephen, Jordan, Tom, Erin and Tucker it still looks like Clayton is the clear target which brings me a lot of ease. I would say today has been a good day, I have managed to bond more with people and re-connect again with the people I hadn't talked to, I hope the trend can continue from now on. Even though, Tucker told me they have all been on Skype bonding during challenges, which worries me that I could be being left out... I need to continue to bring my A game and stop bringing my things from outside the game into it, like my frustrations. I need to be able to separate one thing from the other, it's a process but I know I wil get there.
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Post by Morgan on Apr 20, 2010 17:47:10 GMT -5
just tru fax: not much, just voted and chilling out.
just tru fax: whats up
avarim: What's the vote? Not much either, haven't seen you in a long time it seems!
just tru fax: i know we've been busy bees
just tru fax: the vote as far as i know is clayton
avarim: Busy bees indeed, and good, he is still the one that I am least social with.
just tru fax: Mhm, to be fair I wanted him gone at the first tribal but Jamie just had too many numbers on her
avarim: I did too, I liked Jamie more but it was what everyone said so I just went through!
just tru fax: I'm not going to lose sleep over it, but she did grill me afterwards lol
avarim: She came to me as well!
avarim: She said people told her it was my idea, I was really surprised.
just tru fax: I told her that it was by word of mouth
avarim: Same here, I told her it was what people were saying and we couldn't really risk the rumors being true.
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Post by Morgan on Apr 20, 2010 20:45:22 GMT -5
nevadasoutherner: hey, you're back!
avarim: Hi!
avarim: How are you?
nevadasoutherner: good, good
nevadasoutherner: i just voted and everything
avarim: Is it still Clayton?
nevadasoutherner: yes maam!
avarim: Good, so what's up?
nevadasoutherner: not much!
avarim: Ashley isn't answering me.
nevadasoutherner: really?
nevadasoutherner: ok don't tell anyone
avarim: I won't, what's going on?
nevadasoutherner: but they invited me to skype
nevadasoutherner: so im trying to get info on skype!
nevadasoutherner: to find out what these 2 are thinking for later
avarim: They?
avarim: Just Allan and Ashley?
nevadasoutherner: allan and ashley
nevadasoutherner: yes
nevadasoutherner: just me and them
avarim: Everytime you say "don't tell anyone" I get so worried!
nevadasoutherner: hahaha i just dont want ppl to freak out and think im behind everyone's back plotting with them!!!
nevadasoutherner: because i swear im not, im hoping they'll tell me what they plan on doing next, so that we know!
avarim: I trust you Stephen, probably most than anyone on our tribe.
nevadasoutherner: <33
nevadasoutherner: i trust you too
avarim: I will hope you do!
nevadasoutherner: i'll fill you in once we're off here!
avarim: Is it a lot going on?
nevadasoutherner: not yet
avarim: Those two need to be taken care of sooner rather than later.
nevadasoutherner: i agree!
avarim: They just make me very nervous.
avarim: Anything?
nevadasoutherner: yes
nevadasoutherner:
nevadasoutherner: im gonna get off with them soon
avarim: Get off with them?
nevadasoutherner: off skype
nevadasoutherner: lol
avarim: Ooo! Sorry.
nevadasoutherner: ok!
nevadasoutherner: running to get food, but i wanna tell you some quick things
nevadasoutherner: they want you out next, after clayton. they said they wanted clayton ot stay this time. they think you haven't been as helpful in challenges so far. don't take it personally and don't worry... many many many people have told me they want allan or ashley next, and i didn't even bring it up!
nevadasoutherner: i will be back soon to tell you the rest
nevadasoutherner:
avarim: Okay, I figured I will be a target because of my challenge performance. Enjoy your food!
::omission::
nevadasoutherner: well, so what do you think about the whole allan/ashley situation?
avarim: Well, I understand where they are comming from. I don't like it, but I understand it. I think we need to trim them next.
nevadasoutherner: exactly
nevadasoutherner: well, the good news is, others have already been telling me they want allan out next
avarim: That's good. Who are the others?
nevadasoutherner: tucker mentioned it
nevadasoutherner: and tucker told me today he is pretty close with jordan
nevadasoutherner: also, erik told me allan is one of the people he wants out very soon
avarim: I honestly had the feeling they were close. That's good, that they all said that as well. I don't see us having trouble if we want to do it, since we are 5.
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Post by Morgan on Apr 20, 2010 21:01:06 GMT -5
bridgemarieruss: i've been good how are you doing? how's tribal going?
avarim: I'm really tired but good, it's going okay. I don't think I'm leaving but I'm most definitively the next target.
bridgemarieruss: i'm hoping we lose the next challenge and can give you the idol clues
bridgemarieruss: or maybe you could talk clayton into giving me the clues
bridgemarieruss: and i'll give you the idol if i found it
avarim: Awe, thanks B. But me and Clayton don't really talk or I will.
avarim: Maybe I could try if I see him.
bridgemarieruss: that's okay, we'll try to figure something out
bridgemarieruss: or maybe we'll lose the next challenge, and we can give our clues to you
avarim: How are you on your tribe? I didn't knew about the idol until Sandy asked about it during Tribal, so I don't know why my allies didn't tell me, makes me nervous.
bridgemarieruss: i'm fine on my tribe. i shouldn't need it unless they all betray me
avarim: That's good, I doubt they will.
bridgemarieruss: they better not, or they're gonna get yelled at
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