iSurv1vor Tasmania - Episode 4

[ashley]

This next challenge is looking a lot like the locked challenge from Hawaii!! and we all now how much I fucking owned everyone in that challenge.

Don't worry Sandy, I school the fucking villains!

Anywho, Jamie didn't take to being voted out very well...If we lose I'm quite certain it'll be Morgan voted out cause she is not doing well at all with the challenges and her sitting out this time just proves it even further. I'm sure everyone will agree on that.

Tucker is kinda pissing me off as well but I don't know if everyone is as keen as getting rid of him as I am. But it really needs to happen. I'd rather him go than anyone else. I'll just have to talk to Morgan and Erin who can in turn talk to Stephen and we'll see where we can from there.

I'm going back to movie night now...MMMMM Chris Pine in a B rated movie called Carriers. Take of your fucking shirt hot stuff!

[ashley]

So pissed. So the way we did the challenge that Tucker gave everyone there numbers. I got 4, 5 and 6. So I'm trying to do the word ladders and trying to use actual fucking english words not archaeic words like trass andand stupid shit like that. If I'd have know I could have used those words I would have gotten it done before them. So I took so long doing that I couldn't get any other points for anything else cause I have to say if I'd have gotten the words pictures things to saying s I would have gotten them all.

So fucking stupid. So now I look like I didn't do anything and I'm frustrated.

Were going to lose it's obvious and as a tribe to make us stronger we need to get rid of Morgan. She always has an issue with the challenges or wants to sit out. As much as i love her cause she's such a sweet girl I just can't deal anymore.

Luckily I don't feel vulnerable tonight even after the challenge fiasco.

[ashley]

So as expected we lost and it totally blows. I'm not sure if I don't feel vulnerable anymore. Ugh I hate this. Oh well all I can do is keep trying to get people on my side and take out threats. I need Tucker gone but it's too soon for that for now it has to be morgan as much as I hate it.

This time I'm not fucking around and I will et rid of Allan. He's too well liked I would never ever win. There's alot of heavy hitter and I can't make the same mistakes I did last time. I'm not here to make the merge or the jury I'm here to win.

Thats my thoughts for now. I'll go to bed thinking about what I can do to make my gameplay known without revealing to much. I can't just be "stealthy" anymore I need to be seen.

[ashley]

So new development...Erik and I have been talking and he really wants to work with me this season as he says we click together without even knowing each other...how sweet lol...I'm not by myself anymore!



(10:45:21 PM): I dont know why I wanted to talk to you so much I dont even really know you but we have the same views on a lot of stuff and thought our heads would be in the same place lol
[e-mail] 10:45 pm
(10:45:54 PM): I'm weird sorry
Erik 10:46 pm
(10:46:13 PM): aww no you're not lol
(10:46:15 PM): I feel the same way
(10:46:21 PM): I feel like we've clicked without ever having to talk lol
[e-mail] 10:46 pm
(10:46:44 PM): Me too its weird haha
Erik 10:46 pm
(10:46:55 PM): I definitely want us working together this game :-)
[e-mail] 10:47 pm
(10:47:00 PM): for whatever reason I'm drawn to you
Erik 10:47 pm
(10:47:01 PM): obviously im not voting you this round
[e-mail] 10:47 pm
(10:47:03 PM): and yes I agree
(10:47:13 PM): sweet im not voting you either lol
Erik 10:47 pm
(10:47:57 PM): haha good
[e-mail] 10:48 pm
(10:48:38 PM): I was wondering how you feel we should vote people have mentioned morgan the last tc but i love her then last time clayton as well but i like him too its hard i like everyone lol
Erik 10:49 pm
(10:49:44 PM): yeah, I'm really torn on the voting too
(10:49:53 PM): I could see people wanting me
Erik 10:50 pm
(10:50:01 PM): I could see them wanting Morgan/Clayton for overall performance
(10:50:09 PM): I dont know if anyone talks to clayton a whole lot?
[e-mail] 10:50 pm
(10:50:34 PM): I think thats where we are now clayton shows up every challenge and really tries
(10:50:52 PM): but i think I'm the only one thats talked to him lol
Erik 10:52 pm
(10:52:16 PM): awww
(10:52:20 PM): i was wondering that
(10:52:42 PM): cause i have NO idea where he stands gamewise
(10:52:51 PM): did he tell you that like no one talks to him? lol
[e-mail] 10:53 pm
(10:53:28 PM): I don't know why he doesnt talk to people its really detrimental to anyones game not being social. no he didn't say that he didn't talk to me till before last vote we had to do


I was trying to be charming and sweet and make him feel all special to work with me...I think it worked lol.

[ashley]

Oh EMMM GEEEEE...so I clicked 10 most recent posts and then the tribal council thing showed up with my last post underneath and I thought I posted that in the tribal council area in the heroes camp and i lierally almost puked and peed my pants. Holy fuck...Now I feel better pheww

[ashley]

Why's everyone asking me who to vote out again...I don't like putting myself out there like that with people I don't really trust.

I said Morgan or Clayton...

Also the villains are fucking assholes...they invite me and tom to there group chat so we can watch them gloat about their win. Fuck off people so have no class. Fucking trash well most of them not all.

Also, I'm playing around with Erik a bit telling him I have a crush on him...hopefully it will work to get him to "bond" with me...

[ashley]

So just found out Eriks gay...there goes my whole plan. Girls cant string gay boys along ugh hate this now.

Obviously I like him but apparently not a lot of people do...but that would be good cause then he's be on my side. So maybe it's not that bad I'm just being a drama queen.

I still want to work with him though cause when he's on for challenges he totally dominates. And thats good to have on my side. I hardly get to talk to him though which I hate cause we got some strategizing to do. (SP?)

And the villains seem to be under the impression that the heroes are in alliances as "couples"...ex) allan and me, tom and stephen, erin and tucker and Clayton and Morgan or something did'nt have anyone...so off with that guess! I wish I knew how their alliances were. Bridget told me that everyone hates Joel cause he whines and bitches about everything and that everyone on their tribe is constantly fighting. Too bad it didn't splill over into their challenge performances. We can only hope for this one shit will go down with the villains.