Episode 3 - So Far, So Good

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I am assuming that it IS episode three, because I was counting it as tribal councils happened and as the challenge numbers go up.

Tonight there was a challenge in which we were advised that it would be better to be here. Ashley has to close at work tonight so she is sitting out, as is Erik who is busy tonight and all day until Saturday.

I hope that there isn't another challenge on Saturday because I know Ash is unavailable and since she cannot sit out again, she will probably just not participate. Yikes. Oh well, if she gets voted out that's better for me Sorry, Ashley!

I enjoy chatting with everyone, and think that I have an amazing tribe. I know that the villains are probably going to be thirsty for a win after the first 2 challenges. Tonight will be a good competition.

I don't want to lose because I cannot tell who is at the bottom of the totem pole on our tribe, which makes me think that it's me. LOL.

I know, I know...usually paranoid, but just because one is paranoid, does not mean they're not right. I feel like there MUST be some sort of planning going on just in case we lose. I do not want to be the one to bring it up with people, though.

Maybe I can talk a little with Tom about it. He is usually open to discussion, and of all people might not think I was acting suspicious by asking. Meh. We'll see.

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[glow=red,2,300]FUCK[/glow]

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LOL That is my reaction to having to spend my night playing Hot Potato.

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I CHATTED WITH BRIDGET

I know it looks long, but we are funny <3

Foglight75 (11:08:29 PM): you know what I want? a sundae.
Foglight75 (11:08:32 PM): I dont have one
bridgemarieruss (11:08:38 PM): i got free ice cream today at work
bridgemarieruss (11:08:43 PM): it was workers appreciation day
Foglight75 (11:08:43 PM): JEALOUS

bridgemarieruss (11:09:00 PM): definitely wanna get on this guy at work
bridgemarieruss (11:09:03 PM): and it's working well
bridgemarieruss (11:09:06 PM): gimme 2 weeks
Foglight75 (11:09:43 PM): yayyy
Foglight75 (11:09:46 PM): I wanna see
bridgemarieruss (11:10:03 PM): i don't have him on facebook but i'll look for him
Foglight75 (11:13:30 PM):
bridgemarieruss (11:14:30 PM): he's tall with blonde hair and big blue eyes
Foglight75 (11:22:51 PM):
Foglight75 (11:22:53 PM): I want one
bridgemarieruss (11:22:58 PM): i can't find him!
bridgemarieruss (11:22:59 PM): ugh
bridgemarieruss (11:23:05 PM): i don't know how to spell his last name lol
bridgemarieruss (11:23:08 PM): it starts with a z
bridgemarieruss (11:25:12 PM): maybe it's zuniga <3
Foglight75 (11:25:18 PM): lol
Foglight75 (11:25:24 PM): Tom <3
bridgemarieruss (11:25:28 PM): i know <3
bridgemarieruss (11:25:32 PM): i loved hearing him on skype
bridgemarieruss (11:25:37 PM): even if the only thing i heard him say was hi bridget
Foglight75 (11:26:15 PM): I know. He is the nicest guy.
bridgemarieruss (11:26:46 PM): he's adorable
Foglight75 (11:28:59 PM): Awww...I agree
Foglight75 (11:29:06 PM): Although I would never say that to him
bridgemarieruss (11:30:50 PM): me either lol
bridgemarieruss (11:30:56 PM): it'd be way too awkward
Foglight75 (11:31:09 PM): i know. I like his voice.
Foglight75 (11:31:13 PM): I like chatting with him
bridgemarieruss (11:31:24 PM): it's somewhat southern and cute
bridgemarieruss (11:31:34 PM): jeffrey says i have an angelic voice
Foglight75 (11:31:56 PM): He is 12
Foglight75 (11:32:02 PM):
bridgemarieruss (11:32:02 PM): lol he's 18
Foglight75 (11:32:04 PM): haha
Foglight75 (11:32:06 PM): close enough
bridgemarieruss (11:32:09 PM): pretty much
Foglight75 (11:32:15 PM): Is he cute?
bridgemarieruss (11:37:21 PM): jeffrey?
bridgemarieruss (11:37:23 PM): ehh
Foglight75 (11:37:29 PM): i dunno i never looked
bridgemarieruss (11:37:38 PM): i think in person he'd be cute
bridgemarieruss (11:37:44 PM): like, in an adorable nerdy way
Foglight75 (11:38:31 PM): Vote him out. He's a threat.
Foglight75 (11:38:38 PM): cute people are scariest
bridgemarieruss (11:38:41 PM):
bridgemarieruss (11:38:47 PM): gonna vote me out?
Foglight75 (11:38:50 PM): lol i cant
bridgemarieruss (11:38:56 PM): cause we all know i'm the ~cutest~ person on our tribe
bridgemarieruss (11:38:59 PM): torah maybe hottest
bridgemarieruss (11:39:02 PM): but i'm cutest
bridgemarieruss (11:39:15 PM): idk which guy would be cutest
Foglight75 (11:39:19 PM): lol well we're not on the same tribe yet
bridgemarieruss (11:39:25 PM): i know this
bridgemarieruss (11:39:30 PM): i'm talking merge silly
Foglight75 (11:39:39 PM): I dunno about cuteness factor on my tribe...Ashley maybe...and then...umm...Tom?
bridgemarieruss (11:39:55 PM): ashley's more pretty
bridgemarieruss (11:40:02 PM): i think morgan or erin is cute
Foglight75 (11:40:07 PM): erin is cute yeah
Foglight75 (11:40:13 PM): morgan is really pretty too
bridgemarieruss (11:40:18 PM): yeah depends on the picture
bridgemarieruss (11:40:25 PM): sometimes she looks cute, other times gorgeous
bridgemarieruss (11:40:34 PM): i would say tucker and tom are cute
bridgemarieruss (11:40:37 PM): erin cute for girls
Foglight75 (11:40:49 PM): lol if these people only knew
Foglight75 (11:40:57 PM): Shall I post this convo in my journal?
bridgemarieruss (11:40:59 PM): i'm secretly judging them all by their appearance
bridgemarieruss (11:41:01 PM): go for it!
Foglight75 (11:41:06 PM): okay let's be more shallow
bridgemarieruss (11:41:16 PM): ugliest?
Foglight75 (11:41:20 PM): hahaha
Foglight75 (11:41:33 PM): omg we'll be killed
bridgemarieruss (11:41:33 PM): on my tribe
bridgemarieruss (11:41:36 PM): easily bud or joel
Foglight75 (11:41:44 PM): i dunno
bridgemarieruss (11:41:54 PM): you don't really have any stand out ugly people
Foglight75 (11:41:56 PM): people sometimes have a 'quality' that redeems them
Foglight75 (11:42:00 PM): I know. My tribe is hot
bridgemarieruss (11:42:07 PM): they're either cute or average
bridgemarieruss (11:42:09 PM): i should be there
Foglight75 (11:42:15 PM): maybe there'll be a switch
bridgemarieruss (11:42:35 PM): uggos versus hotties?
Foglight75 (11:42:44 PM): best idea ever
bridgemarieruss (11:42:52 PM): let's tell sandy he needs to have that twist someday
Foglight75 (11:42:52 PM): omg next season
Foglight75 (11:42:54 PM): hahah
bridgemarieruss (11:42:56 PM): if not in our season, another one
bridgemarieruss (11:43:07 PM): yay killing people's self esteem <3
Foglight75 (11:43:20 PM): Who would have the best reaction to being voted out next?
Foglight75 (11:43:23 PM): I would be livid
bridgemarieruss (11:43:31 PM): on my tribe? joel
bridgemarieruss (11:43:33 PM): he'd flip
Foglight75 (11:43:36 PM): I think so too
bridgemarieruss (11:43:36 PM): and it'd be hilarious
bridgemarieruss (11:43:46 PM): i think juice and bud would be close runners up
Foglight75 (11:43:58 PM): juice would snap and rant
Foglight75 (11:44:07 PM): Bud would say it was becasue everyone cheated or he was too good
bridgemarieruss (11:44:25 PM): if i got voted out this early, i'd be a bitch
bridgemarieruss (11:44:38 PM): if it was later, i'd be like YEAH GOOD MOVE I KNOW I WAS GONNA WIN *HAIR FLIP!*
Foglight75 (11:44:40 PM): I would be upset
Foglight75 (11:44:42 PM): hahaha
Foglight75 (11:44:53 PM): yes you must do that video when I vote you ou--I mean when you get voted out
bridgemarieruss (11:45:04 PM): you won't vote me out
bridgemarieruss (11:45:05 PM): we both know
Foglight75 (11:45:07 PM): i know
bridgemarieruss (11:45:08 PM): if someone's getting pooched
bridgemarieruss (11:45:12 PM): it's you by me
Foglight75 (11:45:13 PM): lol pooched
Foglight75 (11:45:21 PM): yes I have to pooch someone in my journal
bridgemarieruss (11:45:24 PM): i'm actually being nice on my tribe
Foglight75 (11:45:43 PM): I am too
Foglight75 (11:45:45 PM): You are?
Foglight75 (11:45:46 PM): how dod
Foglight75 (11:45:48 PM): odd
bridgemarieruss (11:46:33 PM): i know right
bridgemarieruss (11:46:39 PM): i don't have it in my heart to be mean yet
bridgemarieruss (11:46:43 PM): until they piss me off
Foglight75 (11:46:52 PM): I dont want to be mean on my tribe. they're too nice
bridgemarieruss (11:47:10 PM): your tribe really is too nice
bridgemarieruss (11:47:14 PM): i'd be the bitch over there
Foglight75 (11:47:19 PM): you would
Foglight75 (11:47:21 PM): without trying
bridgemarieruss (11:47:33 PM): i know, cause you are all like
bridgemarieruss (11:47:36 PM): omg we love each other <3
bridgemarieruss (11:47:39 PM): i could be that for awhile
Foglight75 (11:47:43 PM): hahaha
bridgemarieruss (11:47:44 PM): but then i'd be all -___-
Foglight75 (11:47:55 PM): Wait till our first TC and THEN we'll see how lovely it all is
bridgemarieruss (11:48:01 PM): i'm so excited to see that
bridgemarieruss (11:48:03 PM): just to see who'd leave
bridgemarieruss (11:48:06 PM): my money's on clayton
Foglight75 (11:48:13 PM): my money's on me
Foglight75 (11:48:18 PM): i feel like there is a group
bridgemarieruss (11:48:20 PM): srsly?
Foglight75 (11:48:29 PM): NO one has talked game with me OR ashley
Foglight75 (11:48:33 PM): we are both confused
bridgemarieruss (11:48:34 PM): not even tom?
Foglight75 (11:48:36 PM): nope
bridgemarieruss (11:48:39 PM): hmmmm
bridgemarieruss (11:48:45 PM): do you guys just not talk game?
Foglight75 (11:48:48 PM): yet no one seems worried should we lose
Foglight75 (11:48:50 PM): maybe
bridgemarieruss (11:48:54 PM): cause for the most part we don't either
bridgemarieruss (11:48:56 PM): unless we lose
bridgemarieruss (11:49:00 PM): and we always know who's going when we lose
bridgemarieruss (11:49:08 PM): so mostly we just all have tribe chats where we act weird
Foglight75 (11:49:34 PM): See? I want to know who's going should we lose
bridgemarieruss (11:49:55 PM): except i don't know who we'd get rid of this time if we lose
bridgemarieruss (11:50:00 PM): the first two were really obvious
Foglight75 (11:50:46 PM): I agree. We don't have that so I am afraid people will resort to the whole me and Ashley knwoing each otehr thing
bridgemarieruss (11:51:30 PM): go for clayton
bridgemarieruss (11:51:33 PM): he seems like an odd man out
Foglight75 (11:51:43 PM): I can try.
Foglight75 (11:51:52 PM): Should we need to, but I dunno
bridgemarieruss (11:52:29 PM): i'll talk to morgan as well
bridgemarieruss (11:52:34 PM): because she might listen to me
bridgemarieruss (11:52:43 PM): if i tell her clayton has been giving the villains info
Foglight75 (11:52:52 PM): Do you think I would last longer if Ashley left?
bridgemarieruss (11:52:59 PM): yes
Foglight75 (11:53:08 PM): hmmm
Foglight75 (11:53:09 PM): lol
Foglight75 (11:53:20 PM): I am thinking so too
Foglight75 (11:53:38 PM): if we merge and she and i are both here, and people are worried, will you convince them to go her before me?
Foglight75 (11:53:45 PM): I want to without her knowing i tried
Foglight75 (11:53:55 PM): so i dont get srtuck scrubbing the toilets
bridgemarieruss (11:53:58 PM): lmfao
bridgemarieruss (11:53:59 PM): at my team
bridgemarieruss (11:54:08 PM): telling me to distract the straight guys on your team with a webcam show
Foglight75 (11:54:11 PM): hahaha
Foglight75 (11:54:15 PM): Tom?
bridgemarieruss (11:54:17 PM): omg no
bridgemarieruss (11:54:19 PM): i would never
Foglight75 (11:54:19 PM): haha
bridgemarieruss (11:54:30 PM): actually i don't think there's anyone on your tribe i'd do that to
Foglight75 (11:54:56 PM): hahaha
bridgemarieruss (11:55:12 PM): they're all gay
Foglight75 (11:55:24 PM): just me i think
Foglight75 (11:55:34 PM): which sucks
bridgemarieruss (11:55:53 PM): really?
bridgemarieruss (11:55:55 PM): i thought erik was
bridgemarieruss (11:55:58 PM): and jordan is a closet gay
Foglight75 (11:56:03 PM): oh erik yeah
bridgemarieruss (11:56:09 PM): idk about clayton
Foglight75 (11:56:10 PM): Jordan? He doesn't have gay-voice
bridgemarieruss (11:56:12 PM): tucker isn't, tom isn't
Foglight75 (11:56:15 PM): i cant tell clayton
Foglight75 (11:56:20 PM): nope
Foglight75 (11:56:21 PM): stephen isnt
bridgemarieruss (11:56:28 PM): i know stephen isn't
Foglight75 (11:56:29 PM): the ones I would lick
Foglight75 (11:56:32 PM): -_-
bridgemarieruss (11:56:33 PM): maybe tucker would like a show
Foglight75 (11:56:40 PM): lol Rob is funny
Foglight75 (11:56:42 PM): Maybe he would
bridgemarieruss (11:57:05 PM): tom yelled at me
Foglight75 (11:57:33 PM): LOL he did?
Foglight75 (11:57:39 PM): Tom doesn't yell.
Foglight75 (11:57:48 PM): oph
bridgemarieruss (11:57:51 PM):
onetz53: STOP BEING EVIL AND DISTRACTING ALLAN

bridgemarieruss: lawlz i can't help it
Foglight75 (11:57:58 PM): he says he did
bridgemarieruss (11:58:01 PM):
Foglight75 (11:58:06 PM): lol he is laughing
Foglight75 (11:58:12 PM): I yelled at him for yelling at you
bridgemarieruss (11:58:13 PM): are you guys on skype?
Foglight75 (11:58:20 PM): Me and Tom?
Foglight75 (11:58:21 PM): lol
Foglight75 (11:58:25 PM): I am chatting with him
bridgemarieruss (11:58:29 PM): awww
bridgemarieruss (11:58:32 PM): i was gonna say call me!
Foglight75 (11:59:01 PM): lol
Foglight75 (11:59:13 PM): I dont think they will do that
bridgemarieruss (11:59:28 PM): the heroes?
bridgemarieruss (11:59:32 PM): i just meant you and tom lol
Foglight75 (11:59:35 PM): the heroes
Foglight75 (11:59:42 PM): lol tom and i are in teh call
bridgemarieruss (11:59:44 PM): oh you all are skyping i get itttt
Foglight75 (11:59:47 PM): LOL
Foglight75 (11:59:49 PM): I fel bad
Foglight75 (11:59:53 PM): I would invite you but
bridgemarieruss (11:59:54 PM): s'all good
Foglight75 (11:59:58 PM): I dont think I should suggest it
bridgemarieruss (12:00:05 AM): and i look like a spy
Foglight75 (12:00:09 AM): tom and I would if it was just the 2 of us, which it was for a while
bridgemarieruss (12:00:29 AM): boooooo

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allan

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allan

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I woke up and went to work and came home on my split to see that we lost the challenge, which was gonna happen sooner or later anyways, so now we gotta figure out who to vote for.

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Apparently Juice did awesome at the challenge last night and I am SO GLAD!!! I mean, it sucks going to TC, but for him alone, he deserves it. He has been struggling with the challenges, because he is always there and always does well, and they don't lose because of him at all, and that has to be very frustrating, so I am happy for Juice that he won.

Yay, buddy!!!



Now, though I have to think about what to do next!

[ia11an]

This afternoon I came home on my split and chatted with whoever was on about what to do. Everyone is being very cryptic about the vote, and nobody wants to throw any names out there so Ashley and I are very nervous that it might be us. We worked tonight and talked about it a little bit.

People have gone on and on about not wanting to vote for anyone.

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I asked Corey to cancel TC and he didn't!

Foglight75 (8:31:55 PM): I am at TC I don't wanna.
Foglight75 (8:31:59 PM): cancel it
mrbauchy is available (8:32:31 PM)
mr bauchy (8:32:31 PM): hahaha aww i'm excited to see what will happen!!!
Foglight75 (8:32:44 PM): Well how nice and unstressful for you!!!
Foglight75 (8:32:47 PM): lol
mr bauchy (8:32:50 PM): LOL
Foglight75 (8:33:23 PM): fine
Foglight75 (8:33:26 PM): I guess I will vote
mr bauchy (8:33:34 PM): damn right you will
Foglight75 (8:33:42 PM): jeez

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Bridget is drunk and I love it. She keeps wanting to Skype. LOL. Plus it's Tom's birthday.

Yay, Tom! I went by work and Ashley and I made him a video, which I will post shortly in the thread created by drunken Bridget.

I got a random PM from andrew about some plan he wants to ask me about. I like Andrew and I think he is a nice guy, so i will hear him out. I always feel like people are shady though, even when they're not.

I have no idea what's up!

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Okay, so last night it seemed like the majority of our tribe was voting for Jamie. I am fine with that, as long as it isn't me. LOL The six most spoken words at any first TC.

There was talk of voting for Clayton, which I would be down with, because he has never messaged me once. I took the time to meet him and he is not very social. I mean, that's fine, but a lot of people were saying the same thing. He is nice, but it makes me feel like something is going on, even if there isn't.

There was also talk of Morgan, because she has had hardships with every challenge so far. She has the biggest heart though, and always finds a way to participate, except for the most recent one. I don't want Morgan to leave just yet. Maybe if she doesn't show up for the next challenge.

The villains I spoke to have all been giving me advice or asking me for things. They wanted me very badly to make sure Morgan was not the one sent home first. I like to believe this is out of everyone's love for Morgan, but who knows in this game? Also, other on the villains tribe suggested that Morgan was the weakest. Hmmm.

I wonder if all the heroes get these messages from the villains....